F                             Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
                                     Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball

When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
F                               Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
                                Am
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down

When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?


[Verse 1]
 Dm
The sun is up but I just don’t wanna face it
 Am
I found my phone but I lost my motivation
 Dm                                                 Am
Took all my big dreams and threw 'em in the basement
Dm
20-something, yeah, I’m running out of options
Am
Running from these demons in my old Doc Martens
Dm                                      Am
Mixing all my problems up with grenadine


[Pre-Chorus]
 Bb           Am
I try, but I just can’t get it right


[Chorus]
 F                               Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
                                     Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball

When did it get so heavy?
 Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
 F                              Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
                                Am
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down

When did it get so heavy?
 Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?


[Verse 2]
 Dm
I keep my medication underneath my pillow
 Am
Anxiety hanging over my head just like a halo
 Dm
I’m too afraid to see the world so I just lay low

 Am
I lay awake and try to tell myself a story
 Dm
But even all my fantasies are pretty fucking boring
 Am
That’s why I fill my cup and I feel it in the morning


[Pre-Chorus]
 Bb                             Am
I try, but I just can’t get it right


[Chorus]
 F                              Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
                                     Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball

When did it get so heavy?
 Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
 F                              Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
 Bb
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down

When did it get so heavy?

And how the hell did I get so messy?


[Instrumental]
F Dm Am Bb

 Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?

F Dm Am Bb

 Am
When did it get so heavy?
 Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?


[Instrumental]
F Dm Am Bb
F Dm Am Bb
F Dm Am Bb


F                               Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
                                Am
Now I’m screaming at my crystal ball

When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?