Am G F Dm [Verse 1] Am I don't know if hell is certain Am But I pray you'll just be burning Am Treated me just like a vermin Am Fuck you for this lifelong burden Am I can't succeed Am Without remembering what you did to me Am I can't forgive Am You should've never fucking let me live [Chorus] Am I wish I could forgive you But I feel it still G I wish that I could forget you But I never will F To tell the truth I just want my youth back Dm The life that was ripped from me [Verse 2] Am Looking back It should've killed me (Killed me) G I'd trade it all Just to have a normal life F You know you ruined me completely Dm A living nightmare You still keep me up at night [Verse 3] Am Your morality was on the fence G Your depravity at my expense F Your sick sadistic mind exposed Dm All you are is all I loathe [Chorus] Am I wish I could forgive you But I feel it still G I wish that I could forget you But I never will F To tell the truth I just want my youth back Dm The life that was ripped from me [Verse 4] F As you played god Tried to warp my mind G Drained me of love And left my innocence behind F How do you like me now? I'm still alive somehow G And I can tell you this Nothing haunts me Am Lambs to the slaughter G You fucking monster You have no right to get to live your life C Not an ounce of mercy You cursed me Did me so dirty Dm Left me feeling so unworthy Am You made me feel cheap Burned me inside my bed G And now my life is bleak Because your threats ring in my head C Let me tell you It takes one to know one Dm You're by yourself There's nowhere left for you to run [Bridge] Am I wish I could forgive you G But you remind me Some scars are the truth F Accused and abused You owned the room Dm I'll take care of me Instead of you [Chorus] Am I wish I could forgive you But I feel it still G I wish that I could forget you But I never will F To tell the truth I just want my youth back Dm The life that was ripped from me Am I wish I could forgive you But I feel it still G I wish that I could forget you But I never will F To tell the truth I just want my youth back Dm The life that was ripped from me