Sweep the shadows under the rug and ball my fists
I shouldn't be
I shouldn't be drinking when I'm in a mood like this
I'm good enough when there is no one to answer to
Am I good enough for someone like you?

The closer you get, the realer it is
Usually when, I fall apart, there's no witness

Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that
I'm so good at letting things go bad
Probably should leave and still you come right back
I'm okay with getting too attached
Nobody ever really loved me like that

Lately I've been thinking about getting old
Even more than going through your phone
As much as goes on in my head
It's your hand that I hold
If I spin us outta control
Do donuts, I need a big O
Anxiously attached, hack my heart to bits
Don't let me be embarrassed, on a night like this
How come it feels like ever since we started this
I need evidence but I think I could be convinced

The closer you get, the realer it is
Lately I, I fall apart, in the palm of your hand
Mmm

Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that
I'm so good at letting things go bad
Probably should leave and still you come right back
I'm okay with getting too attached
Ain't nobody ever really loved me like that
I'm so good at letting things go so, so sad
Probably should leave and still you come right back
I'm okay with getting too attached
Nobody ever really loved me like that