I wish that I drank
Because of you and not only
Because of me
Then I could blame something
Painful enough not to make me
Look any more
Weak

And when you heard my name
You could be angry and have a good reason to be
Then when I sang
In a horrible drunken parade of my worst thoughts
I'd say: Give me no sympathy
It's the mercy I can't take

Oh I wish you'd come over
Not to stay, just to tell me that I
Was your biggest mistake to my face
And then leave me alone
In an еmpty apartment
Face down in the carpеt
I wish you'd hurt me
It's the mercy I can't take