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[Verse]
AmC
Thought cycle gusty a mind filled with hot air.
FC
Must I care for nothing more than myself?
EmAmC
Do I dare admit the fraught thoughts cavorting, resorting indirected mourning.
FCEm
Part of me that was selfless but left without a warning.
AmC
Well that's what I said, but maybe it's the fact that I detest
FCEm
This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head.
AmC
Oh sh*t, I'm doing it again, repelling any potential friend,
FCEm
Revealing my innate ability to never fully comprehend
AmC
Anything bigger than myself, but in the end, I still pretend.
FCEmAm
Condescending anyone polite enough to choose to misspend their time watches me
C
I achieve, my secret social mission;
FCEm
To drain people with my boring stories and opinions.
AmC
To see the bigger picture; takes intelligence and wisdom,
FCEm
But I won't see nothing with just myself in my vision.
[Chorus]
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[Verse]
AmCF
I go outside, the blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy,
CEm
Endlessly, incessantly declining any pleasantries.
AmCF
Heavily breathing, socially teething, I'm open like a vivisection.
CEm
Intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections.
AmC
Infected by my perceptions that I'm a non-entity,
FCEm
Project my insecurity until the intensity is weaponry.
AmCF
Grieving a heavenly fiction I agreed I was dreaming. Awake!
CEm
Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I'm still believing that,
AmC
This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep,
FCEm
And I helplessly watch them fade as I awake, I try and keep them alive.
AmC
Incomparable with life but eventually they die
FCEm
And the brain I used to vate-
[Chorus]
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[Verse]
AmC
When inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality.
FCEm
Through lucid dreaming, I decimate the limitations of actuality.
AmCF
Capacity practically eternal, mortality external,
CEm
No God, but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal.
AmCF
Internally existing without morality creates profanities without the tragedy
CEmAm
And compared to the apathy of realness, I reveal my own insanity.
CFCEmAm
The majesty of fantasy propels me from tragedy.
C
Vail to my unreality
F
An elaborately designed, privately owned spiral galaxy.
AmC
Financially I'm failing, naturally decaying.
FCEmAm
Soon I'll have no safe space to sleep these bills still need paying,
C
Open up my mind to something mind-expanding
FCEm
When I drift away I see the totality of understanding