C G Em D 2x [Verse 1] C G Since I was 17 Em D I`ve always hated my body C G And it feels like my body`s hated me Em Can somebody find me a pill D To make me un-afraid of me? [Pre-Chorus] C G Em Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch D Don´t like to talk about my feelings C G Em I take another hit, I find another fake fix D ´Cause it´s easier than healing [Chorus] C G I don´t wanna be this way forever Em D Keep telling myself that I´ll get better C G Every time I try, I always stop me Em D Maybe I´m just scared to be happy [Interlude] C G Em D [Verse 2] C G Since I was 22 Em D I´ve been with somebody who loves me C G And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true Em But my head always messes up my heart D No matter what I do [Pre-Chorus] C G Em Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch D Don´t like to talk about my feelings C G Em I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix D ´Cause it´s easier than healing [Chorus] C G I don´t wanna be this way forever Em D Keep telling myself that I´ll get better C G Every time I try, I always stop me Em D Maybe I´m just scared to be happy C G I don´t wanna be this way forever Em D Keep telling myself that I´ll get better C G Every time I try, I always stop me Em D C G Maybe I´m just scared to be happy [Post-Chorus] Em D C G Maybe I'm just scared to be happy Em D C Maybe I'm just scared to be happy [Bridge] C I´m so scared of having something to lose Em D C I´m scared of being somebody new Em I´m so scared of all them seeing the truth D ´Cause right now I´ve got nothing [Chorus] C G But I don´t wanna be this way forever Em D Keep telling myself that I´ll get better C G Every time I try, I always stop me Em D C G Maybe I´m just scared to be happy [Post-Chorus] Em D C G Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah) Em D C Maybe I'm just scared to be happy