A         Em          D
I have to leave you behind
A                  Em
I know that sounds harsh
    D          C
But that's the reality
A         Em          D
I wish we had our old life
    A             Em
But that shit's impossible
D             C
That's just reality

F             G            A          C#º/G
I should have told you the minute you came
        F           G               A          C#º/G
But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain
      F         G           A            C#º/G
And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain
        F                    E
Because that's what I always do

    A        Em           D
But I made a pact with my moms
A        Em
Under no circumstance
       D          C
Should I hear out Natalie
A          Em        D
Unlike you I keep my word
    A        Em       D         C
And promises I make become my reality
 
F           G              A            C#º/G
You like to live your life blurring the lines
F           G             A             C#º/G
Bending the rules to make yourself look better
    F          G          A            C#º/G
But all that I wanted was something concrete
       F                       E
And to know for a fact you are real

       A    E
What I know is
        D
I still love you
Dm
That's my reality
    A  E
You know
             D            Dm
I'd give anything to wake up with you next to me
A                   E                  D
You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies
Dm              A
Far from reality
       E           D
And it felt like a dream
Dm
'Cause it was

( A  Em  D )

A        Em          D
Why do I always give in?
A          Em
That is on me to change
D            C
That's my reality
A          Em         D
I can't do this to myself again
A         Em          D          C
I deserve someone who accepts reality
 
F       G         A           C#º/G
I can't imagine rebuilding my life with you
F          G           A         C#º/G
Constantly on the edge of what I know is true
    F         G          A             C#º/G
And you would string me along like you always do
F                        E
Knowing I will never let go