Cm                      Ab
I'll buy some cigarettes and smoke them on the beach
Eb                       Bb
I'll walk home alone and douse my whole bedroom in bleach
Cm               Ab
Because I feel safe behind these four brick walls
Eb                                         Cm
But my skin's too thin so can I borrow yours?

[Pre-Chorus]

     Ab                     Bb
It's just enough to let you walk out of that door
Bb
Knowing you left your head at home

[Chorus]

Ab            Eb         Bb
I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks
     Ab                    Cm          Bb
I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
          Ab   Eb                       Ab
Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up
Ab    Cm             Bb               Ab
Still here and it's all because of me

[Verse 2]

Cm                      Bb                               Ab
Because I wished it was bright so i'll just wait for the light
Ab
I'm sick of hearing I'm wrong instead of hearing I'm right
Eb                       Bb
I'm sick of hearing that everything is fine

[Bridge]

Ab
All I ever wanted to be
    Cm                            Eb
Was safe in the comfort of my own company
Ab                                      Cm
All that you ever needed from me was for me to be conscious
                     Eb         Ab
And act like there's nothing wrong

[Chorus]

Ab            Eb         Bb
I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks
     Ab                    Cm          Bb
I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
          Ab   Eb                       Ab
Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up
Ab    Cm             Bb               Ab
Still here and it's all because of me

Cm Ab Eb Bb

Cm                     Ab
I fell asleep with the weight of the world
         Eb
Crushing me until I'm gone

Until I'm gone

[Chorus]

Ab            Eb         Bb
I'll close my eyes but I haven't dreamed in weeks
     Ab                    Cm          Bb
I'll board up all of my windows and sedate myself with sleep
          Ab   Eb                       Ab
Cause I'm not giving up, but not getting up
Ab    Cm             Bb               Ab
Still here and it's all because of me