Why do you always want me back
You use me up to leave me in the past
Never sober since October
That’s the night that I saw you last

Never sleep And when I wake
I toss these pills so that I don’t take
Close your eyes and count to three
I’ll be nothing but a memory

Tell me how you really feel
Under the mask cause I know what’s real
If you don’t want me then leave
I’ve had plenty of time to grieve

I still mourn the old you
I just wanna hold you
But the spark it’s gone
It went out when you broke our bond

I’m haunted by the memories
I want back all that you stole from me
And I’m still broken after all
You blamed me and I took the fall