Slowly
I'm pullin' out of this, it holds me
But imma take a second look
'Cause I know that the problems are fake
And I know that the moment I wake
They'll be gone, I'll be all okay
And I'm a part of you, the way you wish I was
I'm only cynical
'Cause that's the way y'all brought me up
And I don't know where I should go
So don't follow me
You won't make it home and

Silent on my own and the thoughts feel heavy
I've been here before
But it somehow feels brand new
What am I supposed to do?

Been waitin' here a while come fix this
Broke the rules now it's all so different
So they say
So they say
But we can't hear 'em

Everybody know you're so dismissive
Run your mouth but you just won't listen
So they say
So they say
But we can't hear 'em

I've been havin' low days, high days
Often im feeling sideways
Lost track of the times they said I was off my mind
I'm sorry
If I take this too far

Over and over they say (What)
They would do different but they (Must)
Think that my vision is blurred but it isn't
We did what they didn't
So they can just (Get out)
Go back up and (Head out)

Quiet all alone when the thoughts get heavy
I've been here before
But it somehow feels brand new
What am I supposed to do?

Been waitin' here a while come fix this
Broke the rules now it's all so different
So they say
So they say
But we can't hear 'em

Everybody know you're so dismissive
Run your mouth but you just won't listen
So they say
So they say
But we can't hear 'em

Silent on my own and the thoughts feel heavy
I've been here before
But it somehow feels brand new
What am I supposed to do?

Hide behind it all 'til my eyes fell steady
I've been here before
But it somehow feels brand new
What am I supposed to do?

Been waitin' here a while come fix this
Broke the rules now it's all so different
So they say
So they say
But we can't hear 'em