I know, you wanna be far away from me
Spirits in the breeze, weakened at my knees
Staring at the moon, I know I'll be there soon
But not forever

It's not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
I know, we'll be together

Walking down the street staring at my feet
Wonder what lies beyond the winter trees
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I know, I'm a letdown, I know, I'm a liar
I hope I find her
This is a reminder
That I'm the one to blame
Always the spark that ignites the flame

Its not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
But not forever

I don't care at all, that's my biggest fault
Ignoring every text, ignoring every call
All I do is run, all I do is hide
Frightened by the world, so I stay inside
At night forever
I'll sleep for never
Awake together
But not forever

I just wanna go, I'm far away from home
Up at 3 AM just staring at my phone
I'm a waste of space standing in the rain
And feeling nothing
I'll stand for something
Always be nothing
I'll just sit in silence
Tears fall from my eyelids

Twinkle twinkle in the sky
I just wanna fucking die
Slit my wrist and end this pain
Put a bullet in my brain
Twinkle twinkle little star
I hope I get hit by a car