G D D D G D D D [Verse 1] G D I ask myself, will I ever change? Bm A broken record can't turn the page G D Take a long hard look in the bathroom mirror Bm Head in my hands, how'd I end up here? G D But the days go on, people in their lanes Bm Can't rid the doubts or ditch the shame G D Bm D Bm Little laughs and coping lies, I tell myself it's a disguise [Chorus] G D When I wake up, when I wake up Bm It's written on my face G D When I wake up, when I wake up G D Bm Say today's the day that I'm gonna change G D I'm gonna fucking change, find a way Bm Fight the urge, leave yesterday G D Bm I'm gonna fucking change [Verse 2] G D A weekend stayed, those stupid nights Bm The worst decisions of my life G D And I wish I could take it all back Bm But we know life doesn't work like that G D So my guard is up, can I let it down? G I don't know love, lost never found D Start to wonder what's wrong with me Bm Because everyone else has found their feet G D Bm I was living hard and running out of time G D Bm G Let the forts of courage confine it D Bm G I don't know, I don't know anymore, no D Bm I don't know, I don't know anymore [Chorus] G D When I wake up, when I wake up Bm It's written on my face G D When I wake up, when I wake up G D Bm Say today's the day that I'm gonna change [Outro] D She said you're fucked up Bm She said you're so fucked up D She said you're fucked up Bm She said you're so fucked up D Said I'm gonna change, find a way Bm Fight the urge, leave yesterday D Said I'm gonna change, find a way