D A Waking up too early static on the TV Bm G Dressed in all the clothes I had on D A When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight with the Bm G Hours and the seconds no more Bm G Doing all the things that I'm supposed to D A Working every day the way that most do Bm G Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through A But you know, you know, you know D That if I'm being honest A I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted Bm I struggle sleeping 'cause the house feels haunted G Filled with the shadows of regret A And the things I should've said D To the ones I laid to rest and lately A I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Bm Man, growing old is so excruciating G Is there a cure for minds unwell A 'Cause my head's a living hell D If I'm honest with myself D A Stumble as I'm leaving, one foot takes the leading Bm G Second seems to struggle to find D A A solitary reason, to continue seeking Bm G Any use in walking this life? Bm G Doing all the things that I'm supposed to D A Working every day the way that most do Bm G Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through A But you know, you know, you know D That if I'm being honest A I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted Bm I struggle sleeping 'cause the house feels haunted G Filled with the shadows of regret a A And the things I should've said D To the ones I laid to rest and lately A I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Bm Man, growing old is so excruciating G Is there a cure for minds unwell A 'Cause my head's a living hell Bm If I'm honest with myself A So how am I supposed to see an end G To my own consuming constant fear and dread A When I can't even seem to make it out of bed D Yeah if I'm being honest A I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted Bm I struggle sleeping 'cause the house feels haunted G Filled with the shadows of regret and A The things I should've said D To the ones I laid to rest and lately A I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Bm Man, growing old is so excruciating G Is there a cure for minds unwell A 'Cause my head's a living hell D If I'm honest with myself