Self-control is what I don't have
No need of desperate
That's not quite how I see it
I really wanted to control myself

It's hard to deal
With the weight of society on your feet
They tell you to stop
But you don't know how to do it

I ask for time
To think about what to do
They want a time
To criticize you and humiliate you

That's not normal
Having unusual nervous tics
Is not real
I'm sure you know how to control yourself

Stop lying
Everyone knows you know how to control yourself
Stop doing
Everything I don't like you to do

I ask for time
To think about what to do
They want a time
To criticize you and humiliate you

Self-control is what I don't have
No need of desperate
That's not quite how I see it
I really wanted to control myself

I really wanted

But little did I know it would come
All at only once
I wish I had a remote control
Just one tick and that stops