AmC
The diver is my love
GAmF
(& I am his, if I am not deceived),
FAmGAm
who takes one breath above, for every hour below the sea
AmC
who gave to me a jewel
GAmF
worth twice this woman's life (but would cost her less
F
than laying at low tide,
AmGAm
to see her true love phosphoresce)
( C )
& in an infinite regress:
GAm
Tell me, why is the pain of birth
GAm
lighter borne than the pain of death?
GF
I ain't saying that I loved you first,
CBb
but I loved you best
AmC
I know we must abide
GAmF
each by the rules that bind us here:
FAmGAm
the divers, & the sailors, & the women on the pier
AmC
But how do you choose your form?
GAmF
How do you choose your name? How do you choose your life?
Am
How do you choose the time you must exhale,
GAm
& kick, & writhe?
C
& in an infinite capsize:
GAm
Like a bull tearing down the coast,
GAm
double hulls bearing double masts—
GFCBb
I don't know if you loved me most, but you loved me last
AmC
Recall the word you gave:
GAmF
to count your way across the depths of this arid world,
F
where you would yoke the waves,
AmGAm
and lay a bed of shining pearls!
AmC
I dream it every night:
GAmF
the ringing of the pail,
( F )
the motes of sand dislodged,
( F )
the shucking, quick & bright;
( F ) AmGAm
the twinned & cast-off shells reveal a single heart of white
( C )
& in an infinite backslide:
GAm
Ancient border, sink past the West,
GAm
like a sword at the bearer's fall
GF
I can't claim that I knew you best,
CBb
but did you know me at all?
AmC
A woman is alive!
GAmF
A woman is ali-ve;
( F ) ( F )
you do not take her for a sign in nacre on a stone,
AmGAm
alone, unfaceted & fine
AmC
& never will I wed
GAmF
I'll hunt the pearl of death to the bottom of my life,
( F )
& ever hold my breath,
AmGAm
'til I may be the diver's wife
( C )
See how the infinite divides:
GAm
& the divers are not to blame
GAm
for the rift, spanning distant shores
GF
You don't know my name,
CBb
but I know yours