[First Part]

D
My double vision
        G                        A
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
D           G
'Til I feel less attached and bored to
          A
Death, but listen
D             G
It's no one's fault, it's just my
           D        G
Terrible condition, mm
              A
And I've been thinkin'
D         G
If I move out this year, I'll feel my
       A
Parents slippin'
D        G
Away and also, I'm just scared of that
  A
Commitment
D        G
I really think sometimes there's
                  A         D  G
Somethin' that I'm missin', mm

[Chorus]

D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult

[Segunda Parte]

             D
To name this feelin'
            G
Would take a hundred thousand years
               A
Some kind of grievin'
D        G
But over what I never had, so I've been
A
Speakin'
D     G
To my therapist, I call her every
A        D   G
Weekend, mm
           A
I meant to tell you
D        G
How I've hated how we left things when
  A
It fell through
D               G
'Cause you were everythin' to me, where
       A
Did you run to?
D      G
Was it somethin' that I said that
       A         D   G
Colored you blue? Mm

[Chorus]

D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

A  D         G
   Difficult
  A
I
D         G
Difficult

[Bridge]

          A
I've been drinkin'
D           G
And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad
 A
Decisions
D           G
I thought eventually, my ranting here
     A
Would fix it
D        G
I really think sometimes there's
                  A        D   G
Somethin' that I'm missin' (Mm)

[Chorus]

D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult