What makes you stay?
What makes you go?
What makes you wait?
I'll never know
When seasons change again
And you get bored of me
I want you to let me know
But I can't let you go

'Cause I love you
Like I'm supposed to
But you don't say it back
You never say it back
So now I hate you
And I hope it breaks you
I won't take it back
I won't take it back

Call it what you want, but know I'm petty when it comes to you
I don't have an issue if I miss you, then I'm comin' through
Every time you cross my mind, I'm terrified of callin'
Oh, God, so please don't cross it
I've been losin' sleep and losin' pieces of myself again
Everybody says I need a lover, but I need a friend
Talkin' to the walls inside my room, the voices in my head, girl

About how much I love you
Like I'm supposed to
But you don't say it back
You never say it back
So now I hate you (I hate you, I hate you)
And I hope it breaks you (hope)
I won't take it back (I won't take it back)
I won't take it back
'Cause I love you

How much I love you