F#m     244222
Asus4   x02230


[Verse 1]
                               E/B     
and i've been running out of patience
                     Amaj7        AmMaj7 
my poems aren't as clever anymore
                             E/B
people say they're all too honest
             Amaj7              AmMaj7 
but honesty is all i can afford
                          E/B
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
               Amaj7          AmMaj7 
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
                         E/B
or maybe now it's just a pastime
               Amaj7                Ama7
maybe i should treat it like a friend
       AmMaj7 
a friend i won't see again
     F#m    Asus4 E/B
cause i don't wanna die
                  F#m   Asus4 E/B          
but truly i don't wanna be alive
                    F#m    Asus4 E/B
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
                  F#m     Asus4   E/B
and turn into the puddles on your street
       F#m     Asus4 E/B
'cause i don't wanna die
                  F#m   Asus4 E/B
but truly i don't wanna be alive
                   F#m     Asus4 E/B
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
                  F#m      Asus4      E/B
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
                               E/B
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
            Amaj7         AmMaj7 
sometimes i forget who i am
               E/B
and i'm in the mirror
            Amaj7              AmMaj7 
but i don't recognize that man
                    E/B
and my mom wanted a daughter
          Amaj7              AmMaj7 
but she'd think it was absurd
                         E/B
'cause as much as i feel different
Amaj7        Ama7
family won't accept those words
           AmMaj7 
they won't love me if i'm her
    F#m    Asus4   E/B
but i just want to change
              F#m       Asus4 E/B
and everybody tells me it's a phase
        F#m        Asus4 E/B
i don't feel right as myself
        F#m     Asus4  E/B
with my failing mental health
    F#m    Asus4   E/B
and i just want to change
              F#m      Asus4  E/B
but everybody tells me it's a phase
        F#m        Asus4 E/B
i don't feel right as myself
   F#m  Asus4 E/B
my body is a hell

    E/B

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    E/B

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    Asus4

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    Asus4

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    E/B



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| x   Dead note
| h   Hammer-on
| p   Pull-off
| r   Release
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