F#m                              D
I am losing my love for adventure
Em
I'm losing all respect
Bm
For me and myself tonight
F#m                              D
I wonder what happens if i get to
Em
The end of this tunnel
Bm
And there isn't a light
F#m
I've worn down the treads
D
On all of my tires
Em
I've worn through the elbows
Bm
And the knees of my clothing
F#m
I am stumbling down
D
The gravel driveway of desire
Em
Trying not to wake up
Bm
My sleeping self-loathing

F#m                         D
Do you ever have that dream
Em
Where you open your mouth
Bm
And you try to scream
F#m                       D
But you can't make a sound
Em
That's every day starting now
Bm
That's every day starting now

F#m            D
Don't tell me it's gonna be alright
         Em               Bm
You can't sell me on your optimism tonight

F#m
It's stiff competition
      D                      Em
To see who can stay up later
                              Bm  F#m
The stars or the street lights

All they really want
        D
Is to be alone with the darkness
       Em
No more wish i may
       Bm
No more wish i might

          F#m
It takes a stiff upper lip
            D
Just to hold up my face
            Em
I got to suck it up and savor
       Bm
The taste of my own behavior
      F#m                  D
I am spinning with longing
D
Faster than a roulette wheel
Em
This is not who i meant to be
     Bm
This is not how i meant to feel

F#m
I don't think i am strong enough
   D                    Em
To do this much longer
                    Bm
God i wish i was stronger
F#m
This song could never be long enough
    D                    Em
To express every longing
F#m
God i wish it was longer