I am drowning in worry this blurry December I don't want this to bleed on out into next year In the daze, I am trying struggling to remember How it was when my heart left, no room for fear I just don't want the world to leave me behind At least wait till I put on my wings Who doesn't long for bigger things? But I'm anxious and envious Of people who live like they'll die tonight And I'm careless and restless And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly Winter comes and it goes and I won't ever feel it All I have is this jacket and a mildly cool breeze I know life's been swell, I've been treated well But for once, I just want to be brave Dive into the sea, and ride the waves But I'm anxious and envious Of people who live like they'll die tonight And I'm careless and restless And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly Da da da da da Oh, I will fly tonight Da da da da da Wish I could fly tonght I am drowning in worry this blurry December I don't want this to bleed on out into next year But I'm anxious and envious Of people who live like they'll die tonight And I'm careless and restless And I wish I could just close my eyes and fly Da da da da da Oh, I will fly tonight Da da da da da Wish I could fly tonght