Before I go I want to apologize myself for all the things I've done wrong My deeds betrays me With eyes filled I staind this paper with guilty and shame My soul gasps sorrow In front a mirror I just can see a fail Why things have to be like this? I will lock my heart with chains and thorns to bleed sadness Please don't hate me I will solve these problems Fear Inside... the weight of denial inside my heart NO MORE The last tear has fell, one shot this pain and life now gone! NOW GONE I can cry no longer 'cause don't left a tear in my eyes I will pull the trigger Just to make everything right