Broke my nose at First Dam when I was fourteen Never seen so much blood in my whole life For a second I thought maybe I was dying For a second everything just felt right 'Cause when the parademics put me on that stretcher Swear to God it felt just like a palanquin I was the king of pain, I smiled and I waved at my friends As they put me in the back of that ambulance I was a see-through boy No more For a second I was a see-through boy No more I wanna be loved or be on your screen Feel like my existence has some kind of meaning So maybe if I suffer, maybe if I bleed You'll pay attention to me