My children are born But I'm still half afraid They'll turn out like me and this mess I've made This marriage I've taken for granted for so long That trip that I took to the school back in March You stayed with your sister That girl that I told you was only a friend Turns out that I kissed her My sister's a wreck She has been for years She fought with her father I wonder if he knows she'll be alright Because God can fix her. I know I can't be forgiven Why would I try? I know I can't be forgiven Why waste my time? That guy that you talked to over the phone You said you were lonely I gave you permission to call his part If you cook for me only I left all my shirts in the closet upstairs Right next to the bathroom I wonder if you could make sure they were clean Before you return them I know I can't be forgiven Why would I try? I know I can't be forgiven Why waste my time? Because I can't find my way home And I don't know where to go