It’s just part of the arrangement I was reenactin' the hanged man It’s like how he just started listenin' to Pavement And I was stackin' money at the bank, man Did you see I didn’t show up? I’m the only one here, but there’s no love It’s like I know how me and Audrey gonna glow up It’s crazy how these kids act like they know us In dreamin' through past lives You were actin' for me in the club lights Sometimes I feel bad when I’m here alone I said it takes away my ego so it’s alright I was grabbin' on your hair like I’m so sure Not crazy 'cause I know it’s what you’d ask for I’m grabbin' for your legs like a habit Not social but you're desperately passionate In 2011 man, I shut my eyes like I was blacked out for all of it Remember nights when I was blacked out on every song And I still had you listenin' to everything I was like 17 but actually 21 So shut my eyes, take my life Sit alone and drown again