Have you seen my sanity? I seem to have left it at home I feel pushed up against the wall Like some Black Flag song Oh and i try to wish it away Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell Why am I so selfish? I push away everyone who loves me I don't want, want to be like this I just want someone to hold me Why am I so childish? It's because my mother never loved me I don't want to be like this I just want someone to hold me Hold on tight Everything will be alright If I choose I Why am I so selfish? I push away everyone who loves me I don't want, want to be like this I just want someone to hold me Why am I so childish? It's because my mother never loved me I don't want to be like this I just want someone to hold me