She built a wall around her body Can’t tell wall from skin Drew a smile on the outside Let nobody in They can’t tell it’s paper thin And her feelings catch each other They climb her brick by brick Her mind distorts a mirror Like a puppet on a string They’re tugging at her tear ducts So she throws herself a pity party (Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread) And never give herself a sorry As she says Give me a reason not to hide 'Cause I can’t tear down the wall from the inside I tried to leave it all behind But what if someday I look back And see how there’s just me where the wall used to be So how many careless comments Does it take to build a wall? You’re too much and not enough How will you ever find a love? It’s a shitty paradox 'Cause she’ll only find herself If she belongs to someone else He tells her all she needs to hear And builds her walls into a cell She could never say farewell So she throws herself a pity party (Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread) And never give herself a sorry As she says Give me a reason not to hide 'Cause I can’t tear down the wall from the inside I tried to leave it all behind But what if someday I look back And see how there’s just me where the wall used to be So Throw yourself a pity party (Here comes the jealousy, hate and the dread) You’ll never give yourself a sorry And again So throw yourself a pity party Here come all the guests and no You’ll never give yourself a sorry As you say Now everybody’s staring, the ceiling’s falling down The walls are getting closer and colder and harder and further away How is it even possible? It’s getting tight, no oxygen