And so it begins, life been as tough as it gets, I feel like it never ends Over the stress but I got so much trauma, feel like there's no forgetting it My heart is ripped, take a look inside of my closet, it's full of my skeletons I'll let you into the crypt Follow me down, take a trip Open the gates, flood out the pain Buried in suffering Pulling me in, over my head Drowning in misery No other way It's time to face what is controlling me Shedding the weight I wanna be free now! It's crawling up my spine While time just slips away Loathing this disguise When nothing's okay I hear the voices in my head Tell me I'm not enough Convince my soul The only way out is in giving up I fight these phantoms in my mind But I keep slipping up To recreate this sense of self I'd need to give a fuck I'm covered in this filth It's got a hold of me Can't tell my friends How much I feel this loneliness If only I, felt blessed to see the light of day Instead of living, in a nightmare Everytime I wake It's crawling up my spine While time just slips away Loathing this disguise When nothing's okay Wish I could say that I tried But the chemicals have Taken the light from eyes Is my destiny to forever rest In a catacomb with my skeletons? It's crawling up my spine While time just slips away Loathing this disguise When nothing's okay Wish I could say that I tried But the chemicals have Taken the light from eyes