It's my nature to love something I hate and the only way to live is to slowly kill myself Because its harder to survive Without that inner rotting And today, it is impossible It is even more frustrating that in order to live better With less self mutilation It is necessary to subdue others So no pain is lost Benightedness is the only way to destroy pain And ignorance is the only hope to not go insane And if I could ever go back I think i would This comprehension just seems not to Contain Meaning or hope Im still missing out On my chance To throw it wipe the blood from your face And throw it all to you Cause if i had the chance i know I would release the load on you cause if I had the chance I know I would Give all my pain to you And I know you would too you'd fuck me f you could You'd fuck me really well And I'd fuck you And I'd fuck you straight to hell I'll throw it all to you You want to And I want too