A retrospective gaze Fixed on a mind terrified Paralysis set in motion Through theological torture The inherent rebellion of youth Repressed and lying dormant through A childhood of conformity (I had become) the indentured servant of god Years in service to humanity's bane The baptismal cattle brand Searing flesh into holy scar tissue Yet they merely strengthened The heretic within Self-discovery was my deadliest sin Shuffling off their immortal coil Awakening unrestrained desire Through spiritual lycanthropy Carnality eroding the wall of lies And dissolving the force-fed guilt Behold! The bestial man Living beyond morality Liberating christ's slaves Embracing mortality