When I lost you, I lost my mind Depression spread like disease Blinded by hate I can't see a thing So I've been swinging My fists at everything In the dark No love for me Did what I could to preserve What should have been I just wanted to live my life Without disruption Escape the ways of my self distruction Its that kind of life I try to lead But there's a ghost in my brain That won't let me be Keeps haunting me No love for me Did what I could to preserve my sanity I've been looking for love In all the wrong places Dealt some dirty hands I've been dealt some dirty faces I keep looking for love In all the wrong places Keep eating from the dirty Hands that feed me God knows no love for me I can't escape the things I've done Trapped under ice my brain is numb No love for me I'll find my love in the street Fighting and stealing Give me some kind of feeling Cheating and lying Find me in the street dying