It is expected An oath by blood to hold the tome But now I’ve fallen, stripped of my crown And I stand here all alone I was a guardian A prince bound by an ancient creed Yet I turned away, betrayed it all For a love I thought I’d need Let me ask you, oh, my foolish heart Was it worth the price I’ve paid? To lose my child, to lose my name For this love I’ve pursued, betrayed Was it worth it? The cost, the pain? Would she ever forgive me again? I held the stars but dropped the sky Now I watch my whole world die Octavia, my darling light Was my love for him worth your fight? I gave it all, and now I'm torn apart Was it worth this shattered heart? This unspoken longing The quiet hope to make him see Led me down a path so dark I forgot what you mean to me Oh, my sweet child I hear your voice, your mourning cry Did I trade your trust, your love, your light For dreams that were built on lies? And now I wonder, as the shadows fall Was this sacrifice too great? To save his life, I’ve lost my own And sealed your lonely fate Was it worth it? The cost, the pain? Would she ever forgive me again? I held the stars but dropped the sky Now I watch my whole world die Octavia, my darling light Was my love for him worth your fight? I gave it all, and now I'm torn apart Was it worth this shattered heart? I see her eyes in my darkest dreams Filled with hurt, with broken seams Was I selfish? Did I blind my view? Did I lose her love for something untrue? Blitz, you are my fire, my storm, my peace But this loss will never cease I gave up all to save your life But I lost my daughter, my joy, my light Was it worth it? The cost, the pain? Would she ever forgive me again? I held the stars but dropped the sky Now I watch my whole world die Octavia, my darling light Was my love for him worth your fight? I gave it all, and now I'm torn apart Was it worth this shattered heart? And if I could turn back the time I’d hold you both, my loves, entwined But now I’ve fallen, torn apart Wondering if it’s worth this shattered heart