And I looked, and behold, a pale horse, and his name that sat upon him was Death, and Hell followed with him I try to off myself, but I often sit and think Gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet sink Need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest Wanna fight everybody, wanna walk down the street Wanna problem? Fuck you, your honor Never had a father, made me crazy Motherfucker came a-swingin' like Muhammad Ali, Frazier Born in 1980, started rappin' way before I ever heard of Shady I ain't even knowin' why dudes rap, thought you had to be black for that Had to feel, started jackin' with the hat to match I was rappin' way before I heard of Aftermath I've been feelin' crazy, but I've been actin' like I got it all together I've been down lately, but maybe someday I'll get my act together Made it through the bad weather The day was okay, but I had better I don't like to look in mirrors, 'cause I don't like lookin' at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I see you lookin' at my face Why so aggressive? Say it with my chest, bitch, so they get the message I don't need a text message If you just look away, boy, I'll make your head twist like an exorcist Wakin' up from nightmares, heart-thumpin' God, are you hearin' my prayers? 'Cause I hear thunder, and I don't really like mirrors Someone stares back at me lookin' like my fears The only one that I'm scared of is G-O-D, and the old me, drunk or OD And I don't know if you're aware, but I've been slowly numbin' pain like a OD, I'm Cody Battlin' my demons like it's 106 and Park Medicating sins with some gin never healed the scars Tryna impart part of my heart with my art But the dark feel like darts and I don't know where I should start 'Cause I've been feelin' crazy, but I've been actin' like I got it all together I've been down lately, but maybe someday I'll get my act together Made it through the bad weather The day was okay, but I had better I don't like to look in mirrors, 'cause I don't like lookin' at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I see you lookin' at my face I'm mentally unstable, unable to get a grip Bet my guardian angel probably thinks I'm a piece of shit Got a mountain of problems, and I've been standin' on a cliff Thinkin' maybe I should jump and tell everybody I tripped Can't admit it, but I'm sick, the prescription pills that I get Gettin' harder to swallow, and I don't feel like I'm fixed I'm slippin' further and further into the grip of a pit I've been diggin' since I was nothin', a little six-year-old kid Now I'm grown, and I'm seein' ghosts of the men I used to be Before I fell into this hole For the bones, I'll be gettin' stoned And it helped me cope with everything beautifully But I wish I would've known about the lows I moved into the middle of nowhere If I was you, I wouldn't go there 'Cause I just wanna be by myself Nothin' but some mountains and coal there I got my dogs, and I don't care And I did everything by myself I just wanna be in nature, keep erasin' my entire legacy of everything and bein' famous I am not a celebrity I'm a piece of paper that I scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous Fuck you, I can see it clear Used to want Hollywood, now I wanna disappear Everywhere I go, people lookin' at me weird Every time I see a mirror, I just look at my face I've been feelin' crazy, but I've been actin' like I got it all together I've been down lately, but maybe someday I'll get my act together Made it through the bad weather The day was okay, but I had better I don't like to look in mirrors, 'cause I don't like lookin' at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I don't look at my face I see you lookin' at my face