Flipping photos in my head Makes me sick All the others took my place instead Said you love no one but me And now I see Telling lies can't save you now No Cover me in dirt Searching's never worked Is it all for nothing? Or am I the jerk? What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me Familiar voices from the past You just laugh As if I'm blind to what you'd say Repeating only what you know All alone Feeling beaten and abused Being used Cover me in dirt Searching's never worked Is it all for nothing? Or am I the jerk? What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me What have I done to change it What have I done to stop the fighting I can't stop crying I'm still deciding Wait beside me