Do you ever wish that she was me? Ever close your eyes and think about what could've been Could've been I find it hard to breathe When I sleep at night you haunt me inside my dreams Inside my dreams Look at me in my eyes And tell me that you feel nothing inside 'Cause I can wash you off my skin But I can't see you either again Do you ever wish that she was me Rather left here missing you not missing me Missing me Look at me in my eyes And tell me that you feel nothing inside 'Cause I can wash you off my skin But I can't see you ever again So I'll forget I love you I don't want you anymore I'll keep on life and screw myself cause we could've had it all You should keep pretending that all it's just a phase And you look me in the eye and say "It's worth it in the end" Look at me and tell me lies Tell me that you feel nothing inside 'Cause I can wash you off my skin But I can't see you ever again You, you Do you ever wish that she was me?