Sentimental for a made-up gold rush Fought the feeling, but it comes up nightly Try to fade it all away with no luck Could you tell me how to take things lightly? In the center of my lack of purpose Found a city where the Sun won't burn me Now that everybody makes me nervous Pour another, fill it up with lightning Still in the place you found me But I'm better than I was before 'Cause you stuck around me Now I don't wanna disappear, not anymore Still in the place you found me But I'm better than I was before 'Cause you stuck around me Now I don't wanna disappear, not anymore The fallen king of ups and downs Somehow I'll always be around Down in the dirt I'm digging out I didn't ever wanna try to force it But of course it's blown out of proportion Now it's coursing through me Hard to tell the blood from the paint These red letter days, yeah Still in the place you found me But I'm better than I was before 'Cause you stuck around me Now I don't wanna disappear, not anymore Still in the place you found me But I'm better than I was before 'Cause you stuck around me Now I don't wanna disappear, not anymore Now I don't wanna disappear, not anymore