Oh no I can’t believe my ears No one could ever make me feel more abandoned But I can’t blame you You took my shit for far too long And you just walked away as I laid there Your eyes so cold and full of distaste What did I do to make you feel so sick No another tragedy in my life It wouldn’t be the first Roses brought to this place My hands on your body I should break your neck So you don’t have to know the hell you put us through When I think of mistakes You’re all I see And you’re the last thing I need I fear the worst from everyone Accusations are pounding through my head There is something more than what’s not said I'm a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands My hands I'm always afraid bending under the weight That we’ll never be able to change I should know that it’s not the truth All the nights you looked at me and felt no regret Just a slave to your temper You better believe I’ll smile when you’re dead I’ll find my strength with each free breath I’ll find my strength, I’ll find my strength I fear the worst from everyone Accusations are pounding through my head I fear the worst from everyone Accusations are pounding through my head There is something more than what’s not said I'm a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands My hands I'm always afraid bending under the weight That we’ll never be able to change I fear the worst from everyone And it’s pounding through my head