when I ask you to look at me you look away. I ask you to tell me something nice once. you come at me with all your hot lights on display. I know you're changing. damn you. I know you're changing. god damn you for that. when the snow stacked up outside, you looked around. I could see you from the window. I could see the snow coming down. I know you're changing. damn you. I know you're changing. god damn you.