Once I lost I became The epitome of it all Birth Life Death Rot And if I decide You deserve it I’ll retrace my steps Admitting it I'm eating through the pain No sense but to live out my days I'm dying, by the way I’ll succumb to it Most recently I see myself through the lens of my father I’d rather choke than breathe I’d rather sleep than see Sinking deeper Can’t remember who I am Disregard my former self Accept I'm someone else These pulsing veins Flowing blood through my body They hold your DNA And it’s part of me I'm dead Most recently I see myself through the lens of my father I’d rather choke than breathe I’d rather sleep than see