Swallow it down or spit it out But either way, let's move along I'm radioactive, I'm in pieces But I am still feeling strong enough To walk away from all of this The car is crashed, I just don't care My followers abandoned me 'Cause Papa Bear was unprepared If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now Maybe I'll get back to you Maybe I haven't learned a thing Maybe it's the last time for you But it's not the last time for me I love the things you have to pay for That knock you down and make you dizzy I got distracted along the way Shaking hands and looking busy If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie Oh, my one and only Do you ever think maybe I could be one of those things That you hate at first But eventually learn to love And then trust, and then touch, and then cut Yeah, I bet you will Yeah, I bet you will I took a lot of day-trips, trying to get away-trips Sorry, I have cold-lips, nothing left to say-lips I'm calling double or nothing on everything I have I finally am what I am, a fucking bag of bags If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now If only you could hold me My sweet, sweet Joanie Oh, my one and only