I saw the northern lights at 19 Path-finding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy Feeling I might call and make a mill' just like it's easy Why should I save a world that would never save me? And I've been burning both ends Like I'm tryna see the end of time Fucking like we fell in love with wasted life What you waiting for? We won't always feel this good Waiting for? Yeah (We won't always feel this) How would the right time grant what you want? (We won't always feel this) Don't you wanna feel right standing on your ones? On your ones, yeah (Yeah) It's just how I feel some times I told you it's gon' be alright But I only hear about you through friends now I didn't feel the time slip by I didn't know that was a last goodbye I guess we are who we are till we're not And with my arms 'round my friends till the bitter end I don't really care What you really said I can break my heart by myself Guess we are who we are till we're not If it keeps going how it's been then we're gone And if it's all in my head I made peace with it I'm still myself in the morning I been waking up with a new friend And their boyfriend and his new friends So what you waiting for? Build me up, I can't feel this enough Called your bluff, I don't care if you walk this time (I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching) (I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching) But it's just how I feel some times I told you it's gon' be alright I only hear about you through friends now (Waiting for?) I didn't feel the time slip by (Help me up, I know God I saint done) I didn't know that was a last goodbye (It broke my heart, there's no blood, it was love) I guess we are who are till we're not (And it's done) It's just how I feel some times (So what you waiting for?) I told you we're gon' be alright (Is it the right time now that you're gone?) But I only hear about you through friends now (What if what you want just never gonna come now?) (So what you want?) I didn't feel the time slip by Didn't know that was a last goodbye Guess we are who are till we're not And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching I don't want it