Swarms of doubt in every breath Coldly kissing from bed to bed I felt the secrets boiling in me And I felt the regret tearing me at the seams Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit Hesitation - and your lips are split I tried my best to fix the damage between us And I want you to know that I felt that I was dying The lies opened up and everything reminded me of you The darkness hit us like a fucking brick Falling apart with you bit by bit Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit Still hesistating - and your lips are split I tried my best to fix the damage between us And I want you to know that I never stopped trying There are moments I return to inside my head That keep me from acting out again and again These thoughts that make me feel insane This fucking burning inside my brain Isolation must be the thing that's biting down on me We need to feel like the words are real