Is it a problem that I want to hear your voice? Dont tell me no. I want to make this choice. In my mind Ill set you high above the rest Can I stop before I fall? This is your final test. [chorus] Tick tick tick It's Recreation, Not Suicide When you told me you loved me, Why did you lie? Oh Sweet Edward, you're on my mind. Its recreation, not suicide I'm gonna miss you but I'm doing this for me My heart is broken and its fallen to the sea I'm into danger I've forgotten what you said I just hope that I dont end up dead. [chorus] Tick tick tick Its recreation, not suicide When you told me you loved me, Why did you lie? Oh sweet Edward, youre on my mind. Its recreation, not suicide. [bridge] If you don't like the way I live well that's too bad cause you're gone with the wind [chorus] Tick tick tick Its recreation, not suicide When you told me you loved me, Why did you lie? Oh sweet Edward, you're on my mind. Its recreation, not suicide.