Your brother is a serial killer You had your father murdered And you almost stabbed your boyfriend to death That's a pretty strong reaction to with Looking back, it’s funny All the lies that kept me down My emotions, were battered And I shrank in sound A hate-fuelled focus Pushes me to overcome The pain you caused me Pain which I Will never succumb to My path is forever set There is only, ever one word When I fucking think of you Coward, you’re a coward, tried and true You know, we all see you, and what you do For all the times you let me down Your joy is lost and never found Never found Fuck You took me from, my sanity You greased the walls And lit the match Up in flames, went clarity Pleasing you, my own mistake But I am still breathing without you I am still searching I am still yearning For all the times you let me down Your joy is lost and never found Never found