The River

I'm Going To The River And There I'm Going To Swim Until I Sink. 
I've Been Drowning Here Forever. 
So, It Won't Make A Difference To Me. 

Don't You See What The Buzz Is? 

Look At Me. 
I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. 

If I Don't Go To The River I'm Going To Crawl Into A Hole And Fill Me In. 
This Thing Will Suffocate Me. 
So, You See, The Only Difference Is When. 

I Don't Know What The Trick Is. 

Look At Me. I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. 

I've Waited So Long That I Can Smell The Rotting Of My Brain And 
I'm Shaking And I'm Stammering And Tasting The Sting Of My Failure. 

Look At Me. 
I Am Nothing But A Need To Reach You. 
Look At Me I Am Nothing But A Need, This Need. 

Everyday I See Rage In The Mirror. 
It's Dripping From Me; 
Throbbing Through Me. 
I Can't Be Any Clearer 
And I Can See It Right There. 
It's On My Wall And It's Frightening Me.