I just thought Of a stupid process That I think no one minds Only to deny I don’t really know what feels just fine And I went away And I want to stay home And I want to get by But I'm way too high I don’t really know what seems fine I don’t want to be alone Want to be on my own Don’t want to run away Please I wish I could stay Don’t like this feeling Don’t like this feeling How come this is an unknown Compute on silicone Shaped colors on display And not explain, or know, what it means and why Don’t lie to me I don’t want to sacrifice If you can’t give me a moment Disappointment will suffice In times of need I don’t mean to be away My mind goes on an adventure Here forever I will stay Ah enough! How many times I looked at the glass half full When it’s always bound to break, oh I called your bluff I thought that I could trust but you pulled the wool And my vision turned opaque Why did I decide to still forgive you? Is it cause it’s easy to forget? Why when I'm nearby I really miss you? Kiss you when I'm brittle Then you die just a little And you feel like it’s the end of the road Do a little dance of codependence Be afraid to try and take your chances When you feel it’s over And you’re looking for a closure That you never get Don’t lie to me I don’t want to sacrifice If you can’t give me a moment Disappointment will suffice In times of need I don’t mean to be away My mind goes on an adventure Here forever I will stay