I look through photographs and faded letters from you - an empty shoebox on my bed - lingering thoughts of what you said - falling away from me - they say that where I've been is not who I am - and where I am does not define where I'm going - someday I'll find this place - I've dreamed up things that I just can't let go - I've dreamed up things that I just can't let go - don't let me be this way - no - I don't want things my way - my delight is in you, my Holy Lord - conform me to your will - [dreamed up things I can't let go.] - [Conform in me your perfect will.] - and sometimes I hide, but you always find me - and sometimes I run, but you're always beside me - I feel you beside me, never behind me - I feel you beside me today - this is my prayer, Lord that I'll find your will my ife is in your hands draw your plans - use my hands - Lord, do with me what you will - all these photographs and faded letters from you - an empty shoebox on my bed lingering thoughts of what you said - show me a better me.