I can’t remember how it used to be It was a lot more simple, there was a lot for free All these cold Novembers Got me numb from my head to my feet And nothing’s for free anymore And I can’t feel a thing anymore Today was my birthday and you never even came home You took me in then spit me out Now I'm walking out the door I can’t remember how it used to be It was a lot more simple, there was a lot for free All these cold Novembers Got me numb from my head to my feet And nothing’s for free anymore And I can’t feel a thing anymore Torn down, a broken martyr, I'm falling away from home Bite my nails right down to the quick Now I'm not knocking anymore I can’t remember how it used to be It was a lot more simple, there was a lot for free All these cold Novembers Got me numb from my head to my feet And nothing’s for free anymore And I can’t feel a thing anymore I would kill for you There’s nothing that I won’t do I can’t remember how it used to be It was a lot more simple, there was a lot for free All these cold Novembers Got me numb from my head to my feet And nothing’s for free anymore And I can’t feel a thing anymore