There’s gotta be a better way to let this be told Don’t know why you wanna stay when I act so cold Drop my thoughts alone I never had my own ‘Cause I’m lost inside I wanna fall into paradise It’s killing me, killing me I got this far on my own Just colour me, colour me I’m so afraid Underneath all of the mess that I have made I don’t wanna fade away, let it slip off my tongue What’s another day awake with a twist in my lungs? Drown in doubts alone I’ve always had my own ‘Cause I’m lost inside Someone take me home It’s killing me, killing me I got this far on my own Just colour me, colour me I’m so afraid Underneath all of the mess that I have made Try to find my way around the honest answers It’s killing me just living in the mess I made I fell into a river of all my own disasters and Wash away the worst and leave me clean It’s killing me, killing me I got this far on my own Just colour me, colour me I’m so afraid Underneath all of the mess that I have made