I force myself through another day Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything and I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel room's my only friend and friends like that just don't addup To anything And I try so hard to be Everything that I should never take away from you again I heard you say and I'm afriad to be alone afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone and I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore Cause I'm afraid to be alone afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone and I'm afraid to come back home afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home home.....