Fighting a war inside my head Tighten the rope around my neck This constant battle rages on inside my mind It's never ending Contemplating my own demise Don't see this getting better Sailing through stormy weather About to go under and finally capsize Sincere apologies I write this eulogy I'm sick of living in and breathing in this hell I've made It doesn't seem to change Don't tell me it's too late Not to panic I'm lost in the static I'm holding on by a thread (By a thread) I fear I'm getting close to the end Tossing and turning and it's getting hard to sleep Thoughts I cannot control begin to smother me It's nothing but a burden I wish that I could cure it For now I'm stuck with it And I have to stand by Sincere apologies I write this eulogy I'm sick of living in and breathing in this hell I've made It doesn't seem to change Don't tell me it's too late Not to panic I'm lost in the static I lie awake wondering why Searching for answers as life passes me by Losing a war inside my head Tighten the rope around my neck Sincere apologies I write this eulogy I'm sick of living in and breathing in this hell I've made It doesn't seem to change Don't tell me it's too late Not to panic I'm lost in the static It's nothing but a burden I wish that I could cure it About to go under and finally capsize It's nothing but a burden I wish that I could cure it About to go under and finally capsize